I understand…
I understand why Kim would not want anyone else to touch her…
I understand why Kim misses Amoo even if they see each other almost everyday…
I understand why Kim is sometimes afraid…
I understand why Jen would not want any oter lips pasted on hers…
I understand why Go would still go back to Jen…
I understand why Jen and Go are still strong despite the factors hindering their relationship…
I understand why Cat would not want her best friends turning up hard-core gays or hard-core lesbians…
I understand why Ayet would not leave the man she’s ‘in-love’ with despite that she’s in-denial and there’s a third party…
I understand why Lei and Gil would want to find ‘friends with benefits’…
I understand why Gil is so touchy to his friends…
I understand why Pa can’t quite let-go of Reika…
I understand why Reika let-go of Pa…
I understand why Reika likes Gong…
I understand why Gong would be so nice to people who is infatuated with him…
I understand why it is so hard to move on…
… especially when you don’t want to yet the world tells you to.
I understand because I would have done the same thing if I were in their places. But, GOD, I thank you that it hadn’t happen to me yet (well, most of it, anyway), I’m still a child (in mind and in heart) to understand the pains of the world through first-hand experiences.
GOD, you gave me friends so that I may be able to learn from them what I cannot understand through self-learning. May I be able to put their experiences, feelings, shattered hopes, and all those overwhelming emotions into my own heart so that I can think before I act and stay committed.
Also, may I be an example to them so that they may also learn.