Hiding what I can

July 29, 2008

secret 15

Filed under: my Secrets — Tags: , , — kagenohikari @ 1:10 pm

I understand…

I understand why Kim would not want anyone else to touch her…

I understand why Kim misses Amoo even if they see each other almost everyday…

I understand why Kim is sometimes afraid…

I understand why Jen would not want any oter lips pasted on hers…

I understand why Go would still go back to Jen…

I understand why Jen and Go are still strong despite the factors hindering their relationship…

I understand why Cat would not want her best friends turning up hard-core gays or hard-core lesbians…

I understand why Ayet would not leave the man she’s ‘in-love’ with despite that she’s in-denial and there’s a third party…

I understand why Lei and Gil would want to find ‘friends with benefits’…

I understand why Gil is so touchy to his friends…

I understand why Pa can’t quite let-go of Reika…

I understand why Reika let-go of Pa…

I understand why Reika likes Gong…

I understand why Gong would be so nice to people who is infatuated with him…

I understand why it is so hard to move on…
… especially when you don’t want to yet the world tells you to.

I understand because I would have done the same thing if I were in their places. But, GOD, I thank you that it hadn’t happen to me yet (well, most of it, anyway), I’m still a child (in mind and in heart) to understand the pains of the world through first-hand experiences.

GOD, you gave me friends so that I may be able to learn from them what I cannot understand through self-learning. May I be able to put their experiences, feelings, shattered hopes, and all those overwhelming emotions into my own heart so that I can think before I act and stay committed.

Also, may I be an example to them so that they may also learn.

July 6, 2008

Meaning of Love

Filed under: Useless Rants — Tags: — kagenohikari @ 9:57 am

From friends who found and lost love

Lei

“Love is when you are as concerned about someone else’s situation as you are about your own”

“Kay lisud i-define akong feelings when I’m with that person?”

JARMS

“You know love when it hurts… and when you’re saying goodbye, but not ready to leave”

Pa

“It’s not just because I feel it… Seems impossible man jud na naa pay pareho sa iya na babae. Ani man gud oh. If you know you love your sister then you know na love jud nimo ang person… It’s there man gud.”

Capz

“Crush… you like the person. period. Love kay kanang you like everything about the person. Willing to accept him/her for who they are… etc. And all that.”

Meh

“Dili ko sure baby kay until now, crush nakoh siya and love pud nakoh. If plain crush lang man jud mawala ra siya if makita nimo iya mga Darkside… Dali ra madiscourage if lovejud nimo, bahala na unsa siya mudawat ra jud nimo siya.”

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