These emotions are too much
They flood my mind with useless thoughts
… of your name, of your existence
… of the opportunities I have wasted
You drive me to insanity
One wrong move and I’ll fall
My head hurts, my mind’s a fret
… why can’t I escape from this mess?
I want to sleep this away
yet I know peace is only a distant memory
Of course you can’t hear this pain
I keep it to myself to keep you sane
I made a wrong turn already
And it’s too late to get you back
Though I know sleep won’t make it better
so please let me cry in that corner.
Ignore this rant
Ignore this expression
All I want
is to lessen my depression