Hiding what I can

March 11, 2008

secret 4

Filed under: my Secrets — Tags: — kagenohikari @ 1:33 pm

I am in love…

… And it is with a man who can never love me back. I remember our Philosophy teacher lecturing us about love and it being a decision not based entirely on feelings but also of reason. According to my reason, he does not have the proper qualities to support me or even himself. And also, according to reason,we can never share the same feelings. He does not feel the same way I feel toward him.
I want to tell him but it is not of my nature to do such things… nor is it his nature to stay comfortable after a rejected confession. I am also certain that if information leaks (especially outside the circle of friends I hold dear and trustworthy), our relationship (or what will left of it) will disappear. I do not want that to happen… if only points of view do not change.

Alas, he can/will never know… maybe it is not God’s will for him to know. But I will still wait for the future is infinite and God’s will is yet to reveal.

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